Hey everyone, I thought I'd just update this thing to let you all know I'm still here on God's good earth. It's already raining outside and that holiday is seeming far too long ago.

Estelle came to visit me today- she's so cute in her little school uniform. She told me that she misses Brittney when she comes to visit. The only thing I could tell her was "it was for the best". What kind of father am I becoming?

I hear the coffee pot calling.

Well, we can safely say a long vacation is what I needed. Chilling out on beaches and a Starbucks on every corner really does the trick- I almost feel like a new person.

I haven't talked to Billie since I took him home from that bar, so I hope the poor guy's alright. He's not usually such a lightweight...Now that I'm thinking on it, those Starbucks seem too fucking far away right now.

Maybe I should go and get a coffee.